Someone Like You - Adele

Adele - Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,


I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,


Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,


You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,


I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,


Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"


Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

*If you've loved and lost, you would have understood the meaning behind this song. So poignant, such remarkably emotional nuances behind every syllable, it's no wonder this song is the current #1 on the UK charts.

*The brief hug and kiss in your car just now dear, was almost magical. I have longed for such a feeling for so long, it felt like it's been ages since we got really consumed in the flames of passion. I need a hug, seriously.

*Will be separated for about a week soon. With no means of communication, aside from e-mail or maybe MSN, I know the longing is going to be extremely taxing. 

*Have a happy week ahead, people. And don't forget to hug your loved one(s). Not necessarily your other half, but feel free to come and hug ME if you want to

Psst ... I promise to share my contact details. ;)

A Saturday Gone Wrong?

Nah, not another rambling post, no worries.

Was planning for a mega dance fiesta at MP with sweaty bodies hankering over each other. And hands all over the place feeling on all the obscene organs. 

Wait, hands ARE organs, right? :)

Then ended up spending the night online, chatting up Simon; blogging and such. Nah, just not the same when going alone without dragging him along. Least he can drive me home after the euphoric session of mutual admiration and ahem, physical matrimony?

And I wouldn't wanna get caught with alcohol in my breath and a flushing face with a bitchy smile etched.

Morning was spend watching I Am Number Four. Not a good movie, in fact was rather silly at times. Kinda hot guy, but the novelty ran out pretty fast. Not the drop dead gorgeous kind, but very forgettable face.

Then lunch at Delicious @ 1U; a favourite of mine since you can pig out on desserts if you're not fond of mains, or go for  the salads or burgers for a fake lighter meal. You'll know why once bearing witness to the portions served!

Somewhat coerced into a swimming session at FF Empire almost immediately after; and though more uncles than twinks/hunks (twunks?!) I'd say one of those twinks was hot. A perfectly toned and tanned 5'6" or so with beautiful pecs in a tight white trunks (square). Just not as well-endowed down there, but hey ... can be a GROWER right?

Pity he was with two chubby friends. Not that I'm against chubs, since I was one myself. But would have been better to swim towards him if he's not surrounded by guardians like that.

Tomorrow's gonna be another plan-less day. Blame it on the change of plans. Anyone wanna bump me at The Curve? Gonna have breakfast, cut hair and gym there. 

I think no chance for MP until April. Shucks. Still pining for that cute twink that night ...... :)

Nice Midweek Break

Always nice to catch up with friends over a nice meal, and then a cup of coffee.
Just simple things you need to get you going for the rest of the week.
Now that the halfway mark's gone, whatever will Thurs and Fri bring I wonder?

Kinda addicted to Pump now, with Combat on a periodic basis. But I wonder when to increase the weights to my maximum potential. Every 1kg added was like hell ... especially on those harder tracks.

Was doing the Back track for BodyPump; Fly On The Wings of Love or something (dunno which release, so don't ask), and was huffing and puffing at the 7 repetitions! Madness.

Let's hope tomorrow's gonna be a fruitful workout, so Friday can be spent back in my hometown.
At long last. :)

Would YOU Hold It Against Me?

Hold It Against Me -Britney Spears


Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I'm coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you're winning
And they're playing my favorite song

So come here
'Little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make it clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey you might think
That I'm crazy
But you know I'm just your type
I might be 'little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There's a spark inbetween us
When we're dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see it
So I'm asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow

If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

[Spoken]
If I said I want your body
Would you hold It against me?

(Yeah) (Uh huh) (Oh)

Gimme something good
Don't wanna wait I want It now (na-na-now)
Pop It like a hood
And show me how you work It out

(Alright)

If I said my heart was beating loud

If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

* New tune from Britney, which would please someone I know. Please come back already. Need someone with patience like you.


* Sometimes I think I should just throw caution to the wind and just abuse my body like there's no tomorrow. I should just sleep around and be done with it.


* Now I'm really missing last week's MP experience. Let's go clubbing someday soon. VERY soon. I need 'kaki' and I don't mind if you're black, white, brown or blue. Just a body that I can groove with and cling onto.


*Would YOU hold it against me?

I'm In Chains

Last post was on a f*cking perfect Valentine's Day perhaps?

But sorry folks, had to burst the bubble. Tonight was a disaster in every imaginable way.

You're already 29 yrs old, and you're still a Momma's boy, I get that.

You're staying at home, and had to eat dinner while pretending that you haven't eaten with 'friends' outside. 

I can assume I get that, though half-heartedly.

It's Valentine's Day. To avoid many questions, you forcefully agreed to a rushed dinner with your loved one (though you would rather spent half an hour chatting at your workplace before going off, while I was already at home since hours ago waiting for you), then after the somewhat lacklustre meal, you rushed back, dropped me off and not even worthy of a proper goodbye.

Valentine's gift? Kiss? Or even the whole make out session? Candlelight dinner?

What was I thinking? This is even WORSE than our uni days, when at least the few hours spent at KFC/McDonald's were all soooo memorable and sweet. 

Yes, I am demanding. But there is just so much that I can take. Is it that hard for you to tell Mum that you'll be late because you had appointment with friends, a karaoke session or even a movie? Or try to maybe settle for a night's out at a friend's, instead of rushing home every single night; even after the wee hours of the morning (after a session at MP)?

Damn. This is f*cked up. And let's not get to the point where we start discussing about you actually moving out with me; or even the thought of you leaving home in peace. Maybe I set my expectations too high. But I have moved here for a good few months now. Aside from the rushed gym sessions and meals, we rarely even spent time together.

How many movies have we watched in KL since? One? Two?

Or the fact that you can't even go shopping with me on your off day, and I had to shop by myself, wondering what the heck was I thinking moving away from my comfort zone. To imagine the plans we had before both of us moved back to KL; how we would be looking at our future from another perspective, and the possibility of finaly moving in together.

Lies. Dreams. Empty promises. Shattered dreams. 

Good night, and I am sure there would be repercussions, but what have I got to lose? .....

A F*cking Perfect Valentine's Day, Perhaps?

F*cking Perfect - Pink 

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me...


* One of the best tunes of the year so far, and definitely one of the better ones from Pink. This lady can do no wrong, after Raise Your Glass reached #1 in the US charts.
* Read the lyrics, watch the video and see how Pink has always been standing out for the underdogs, nerds, outcasts and losers in life.
* Makes you think bout our brotherhood in arms right? The rainbow warriors labelled as queers.


Have a F*cking Perfect Valentine's Day people! Me and Simon will probably slaving out at the gym before a simple dinner. I mean, how awkward can it get than two guys with lovey dovey eyes staring into each other's soul, over a Valentine feast?


Gimme McD, KFC or even Mamak fares tomorrow please! The celebration can wait, right? RIGHT?


* Am I kidding myself here?

Fireworks, Grindr Boys, Celebrations & The Flu

Tis the season to be merry, jolly, horny (?!) and chirpy. What's with all the RED ornaments, cheongsams, new pants, and even underpants in the mix. This would be the season when wearing tacky reds, pairing red X + red Y + red Z won't get you locked up by fashion police.

 And of course, the annual entourage of boys making their beeline back to their hometown is a sight to behold; mine being a small town usually not used to the immense traffic but all of a sudden, the influx of hunky, twinky and absolutely mouth watering delights (go download Grindr on your iPhone, and you'll see why) got a little too hot and heavy to bear .......

But celibacy at work here; don't get me wrong. HORNY BF I may be, but I'm horny for all the right reasons. Hehe ... if ever there was one. 

Sudden caught by the flu bug; and praying hard (as in really wishing and hoping for something, NOT praying while you're HARD down there) that this goes away in time for the feast tonight, and the ensuing celebrations in coming days. Can't bear the thought of having friends back from all over and yet I'm sick under the blanket at home.

And last but not least, since this year we don't hear the sound of firecrackers/fireworks that much; owing thanks to the ever stringent policies on NO dangerous fireworks but you can still 'rempit' on the roads ........ let's hear it for Katy Perry's brilliant rendition of the song; Firework.

Watch the video and get the message from within. Very true, at times when you're down and out.

Happy CNY Sexy People of the Rainbow Battalion .....

 FIREWORK - KATY PERRY

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon