Dec 26, 2010

Nothing Compares 2 U - Sinead O' Connor


It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since u took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues

'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor and guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool

'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try

Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

*This song meant so much to me, on a personal level. For years this has been unofficially my theme, when it comes to the difficult times in life and relationships.

*Still remember I started blaring out this poignant, almost too sentimental but with an edge tune (no thanks to the haunting chants and the singer's mellow yet strong vocals) when I was deep in some tribulations in life. 

*And now, this tune brought the exact same sentiments, feelings and aura back to me.

*Happy New Year to you. I feel helpless. 

Dec 21, 2010

A Big Small Child

Imagine for one second, you're already close to your third decade in life.
And still, your parents worry over your whereabouts, whether you have eaten or not, and sleepovers at your friend's or bf's (discreetly) are big NO-NO's.

Frustrating right? Where's the liberty in standing up to what you actually want to do, practise what you preach, and relish in what you really, really enjoy doing?

I guess this year's not gonna be any different from the previous ones. :)

Merry X'mas, Happy New Year ... and Happy Birthday, Horny BF.

Body Pump for the First Time

Yeah, it's tiring, but felt so much better after the class.
For sure I will be getting sore muscles tomorrow and such.
Should improve on my flexibility, maybe a Body Balance would do the trick.

Simon's been away from gym for days now, work took precedence. Tomorrow MUST push ourselves to the limits. Kinda lazy after the initial strenuous run.

En route to X'mas, let's hope that somewhere somehow we got invited to a Christmas celebration. Then there should be a good excuse to indulge. :)

Dec 18, 2010

Hmm ... Sexual Frustration.

Nothing to be proud of. Nor a cause to rejoice.
Damn one of these days I am gonna explode and I wonder who will be on the receiving end of the Sexplosion.
Happy Saturday to any of you who are painting the town red, white, blue or black.

Dec 10, 2010

Sweated Buckets and Sore Limbs. I Need a Massage.

Huh, for a better idea, whoever you are .... jump to Simon's blogpost on why we both have been suffering from aches, perspired like mad, stretched ourselves to the limit (not exactly something to be proud of ... hehe) and ended up with complete ... celibacy.

After all, the day's ordeal  already more than enough to tire a stud out, not that any of us is one.
In addition, the time at Fitness First was at least ... put to good use.

Phew. Happy Weekend people. My sack's loaded with juice now. I think I may just cream myself tonight. ;)

Dec 7, 2010

When Hopes Come Crashing Down

I don't know what to feel or expect anymore.
At times like these, it's best to let nature takes its course.

Horny BF in the slumps right now, and nothing's gonna pull me down under any longer!
Fuck life, Fuck routine and Fuck customs.

I shall be on the rise, and I don't need your support.

-Deranged Horny BF-