Ten Years

I Know You Care - Ellie Goulding

Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don't recognize this street
Please don't close your eyes
Don't know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by

I've never heard them until now
I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs
To the door and I thought you were there
To shape to comfort of us
Two lovers locked out of love
Oh, but I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin

I know it wasn't always wrong
But i've never known a winter so cold
No I don't want my hands in the cold
But I still hope
Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the words are there
Wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream
Why can't I dream
Cause I know you care
And I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know it's always been there

- I don't know where to start, but I guess 10 years anniversary does not come often in a relationship. It still has not dawned on me that this could be the start of something new. Have things changed, or are they still the same since 2002? 

Skinny Love? Nah ...

Two months without a post. I think this space on the web can 'chup lup' (lingkup, close shop) already. Just too overwhelmed with events in life lately. Been down for about a week now, but thankfully someone's there to take care of this fatty.

Just fell in love with this song. A cover of Bon Iver's song; Skinny Love, this 15 years old girl can really belt out a tune with such emotion, it's touching all the right notes and nerves.

It's close to 2 months now that we have stayed together. Although periodically there will be moments of loneliness when Simonlover's away back at his home, yet every 'home'coming is still embraced with much anticipation, and endearment. 

Happy Easter's Day.

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...


When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?


I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up


And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find


'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up


I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am


I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.


I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)


I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up 

* I am NOT giving up on us. Never.
* No plans for Valentine's yet, but I am sure the coming trip to the city of Sin would do just fine.
* Times are rough, and tempers flared, but at the end of the day ... we're just human. 

The Countdown Begins

2 more days. Wondering if this is a wise move, or vice versa. But I guess the move is imminent. After all, it has been a detrimental 5 years apart.

Spring cleaning in the midst of CNY to welcome one heck of a tenant in two days' time.

How to Set Fire To The Rain?

Simply astonishing vocals there. And this was when she had a bad throat/vocal cord condition, it seems.

A sigh of relief, as something finally come to an end. A deep breath of satisfaction. Yet, with melancholic nuances somewhere in there. 

I can't wait for the New Year to come, so that I can stuff myself crazy with the abundance of food at home.

Never had the best of days, I guess. Something come, and something go. 

Damn, I could use a shoulder to lean on now .....

Good night, and hope that it will REALLY rain soon. I am sticky and sweaty (no erotic thoughts, pls) eventhough I just showered and now seated stark naked in front of my pc.

"Let It Burn ....."

Infatuation. Obsession. Dependence.

Now this could have been a very VERY serious post. But then again ... Horny BF is a little bit wobbly from the sudden stash of workload heaped onto this poor soul with a penchant for sleeping, eating and lazing around. A very cold smack in the face of sorts.

Last Saturday was cool. More like an induction for some, and maintenance for others. ;)

Okay, so I slutted a little bit. But you know there's a price to pay for being the Horny me. Shall not elaborate, but nothing rocked our relationship, that's for sure. Though I can slowly sense ..... insecurity, perhaps?

Sorry dear. The hormones are doing their bit, upsetting this equilibrium. After CNY everything will be okay. Seriously. Or much worse. Yeah ... I must draw my lines well. 

For now ... Good Night horny people. You know who you are. 

And why the Infatuation part? Let's just say that ... there's this person that I have been meeting on a daily basis, even more than Simon himself. And I'm being portrayed as being infatuated? Awww ... come on dear, you know me better than that! :)